I don’t think it will ever get better.
Jun 1st / 10 notes †
I am so over food. I’m over eating. It hurts me, I feel sick. I just want black tea in paper cups with coffee straws and to walk on my treadmill for a thousand years. I don’t want boobs, I don’t want hips, I don’t want to look like a sexual being. I don’t want to menstruate I don’t need to feel like a human anymore. Even when I eat I get lightheaded and feel like I’m going to pass out. My teeth have that permanent feeling of purge on them. I’m just done. EDNOS is shit, because it comes in phases, and it repeats itself. Binge/Purge phase has served its purpose. I feel like shit, all the time, regardless of whether I eat or drink. I don’t want that anymore. I just can’t eat, there is no other option for me.
May 31st / 0 notes †
Anonymous asked: hi babe (: how are you doing my little beauty? im here if you ever need someone to talk to <3 by the way whats your thinspo blog url? love you chicaa!x
Erm can’t tell if this is genuine or not aha. And come off anon and I’ll tell you
May 13th / 0 notes †
Going to bed now because it’s easier than dealing with reality , goodnight kiddies ! (:
May 9th / 0 notes †
I’m going to make you regret the day you called me weak
May 8th / 82 notes †
